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We live in a world today where everyone is either in a relationship, engaged, or married and has kids. A lot of us will say there is no human being in their 20s who are not in a relationship. Well here I am. a 23years old fine looking lady who has no one.
Not even a family who I can call home.
Everyday I get asked the question "Why do you drive when you are so scared of driving?"
I can't really answer them so I would normally change the subject or make a dumb excuse like "Because if I left my motorbike and never drove it, it would be a waste."
The main reason why I drive is because I need to save money. A lot of people think I spend a lot of money on myself. I get 550$ a month and from this 200$ is given to my father to help with the household expenses 100$ is given to my younger brother who is in college and the remaining I use on feeding my cats and also from time to time I buy my dad his favourite snacks. I haven't been shopping in ages that most of my clothes have worn out. Despite all this people still say I'm selfish and my own family tells people I spend too much money.
I drive careful and I'm scared of the road because when I get into an accident I have no one that I can call. Many wouldn't believe that a girl in her 20s have no one to call during emergencies but yes this is the fact. My family never believes me when I'm sick their response is "stop overreacting and stop being lazy you look fine" despite the results i bring home from the hospital. My friends.....well I'm not sure If I've got any. I've had many cases where I was very sick and nauseous where I wouldnt be recommended to drive and when I do call friends and family most of them would make excuses and I would drive myself home and get in to a few small accidents which of course I would treat by myself at home since I'm a broke individual and I have no one to bring me to the hospital nor get me medecine.
I am scared of getting into accidents because when I do get into accidents it it would be 100% my fault even if I've done nothing wrong. My family wouldnt bother listening to my stories, they would go to the person and apologise saying "We're sorry for the damage she has caused" and then come back home and pick a fight with me even if I'm exhausted. My friends "You're so immature stop overreacting and drive more carefully". The opponent who crashed into me would have their boyfriend and their friends and their whole family to come and make me the criminal and I would have nothing to say.
Even though I am scared I still drive everyday and listen to everyone complain about me driving worse than a granny but at least I won't have to go through all that.
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