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Started cutting again. Thought i was past this. 24. F. Live alone. Just some superficial cuts on the back of my ankle. Nothing deep or serious. Taken 2 days off work to get myself together. Trying to get in contact with my mum.
Iv been institionalised before. Never wanna go back. Didn't really help.
"Stop cutting yourself!"
"But i dont want to"
"If you dont we'll put you in the psycho ward with high security and no freedom!"
"Ok ill stop..."
"Great. You're cured. You can go home now after we heavily medicate you on horse tranquilizers so you have almost no memory of most of your 6 weeks here."
So... no suicidal thoughts which is good. I think i just needed to relieve some...tension? I dont know what to call it. Whatever you get when you have a major anxiety attack. Having pain and something leaving my body makes me feel good. Popping pimples, cutting, even plucking bad hairs. I think im posting because i want to tell someone. But not have those closest to me worry. Maybe advice. But i already know what i need to do really. I dunno. Maybe similar experiences?
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