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Just as the title says i'm getting tired of life. I'm a 17 year old boy and i have so much stress on a daily basis. I don't think i'm depressed and don't have suicidal thoughts or someghing ( even tho i used to have them) . I have divorced parents so i'm sometimes at my mom (who is handicap) or my dad and my step mom with my two half brothers and my other little brother who is 2 years younger to me. One of my biggest problem is the brother who is 2 years younger then me. We share the same parents but i don't even see him as a brother anymore. He has really big anger problems and refuses to take his medicine. He is always at my mom because he can do and say what he wants because my mom is handicap. He always wants to fight for the smallest thing like if i say he has to keep our room's door open because when it's closed it is starting to smell because he is sitting there on the computer with his addicted video game. If i say something to my mom she can do nothing cause he has zero respect and just doesn't listen and screams to her. And if i call my dad or something i ways get the same awnser which is that he is saying with a annoyed voice to just ignore him. But how can i ignore someone who is living in my room and makes a mess of the house which i have to cleanup. Also when he plays videogames he skypes too and screaams so much because he loses Or something. Or he destoyed our new desk because he punched on it just because he was mad. He breaks so much stuff around the house. Also he eats all the food. And yes that maybe sounds ridiculous. But he does so i get left with just eating fruits. My mom doesn't have much money because she doesn't have a job and she isn't our legal guirdian so she doesn't get money to feed us etc. My mom is also a problem. I love my mom sooo much but she just depresses me. she always nags and yells to me everyday. And she isn't nagging about important stuff like school or something. But things like my dad, how i don't clean up ( even tho half of the time im busy cleaning.) or that i shower too much. I do admit i shower everyday but i don't use that much hot water or do it for that long. But i do it because the shower was my only peacefull place in the house. Now its not anymore and now its just rushing before she notices because she yells me to get out even tho i didn't even turn the water on. Also she always only thinks about my brother. Even tho is basically one of the worst kids to have. No respect, only makes a mess or beeaks stuff and screams. He is 15!!!! In the house i don't have a calm place even the bathroom i can't go with peace. Then we have my second problem. My job. I work at a retail store and i begin to hate it there. Not because the work is too hard or boring because i think it's fun and i'm good at it too. But i feel like they use me too much. I'm always working because they schedule me so much just because i live really nearby the store. Now im on my 6th day working straight. I didn't have a propper diner or sleep for like 2 weeks. They always give me extra things to do just before my shift ends which meand i have to work over time. Like today i had to be working from 12-15 but had to work overtime to finish all of my things so i worked till 17 with no break. And this is a light day. Yesterday i had to work from 9 till 13 but that became 19. Without a 15 minute lunch break they didn't give me because they forgot about it to plan it in. My social life is basically death now. And now i don't know what to do. I think i'm just exageratting maybe. But i don't want to quit my job because i need this job to make a income since i have to pay 500 euros next year for school books and my parents will never pay that. Im just really tired of life. For now i don't have school till september. i'm tired pysichally and emotionally. I don't know if people will read this but it was nice for me to just write my heart our for once
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Hang on college will be different it will be great. Just hang on. I don't know about you ,but when I am really stressed i go for a run or read a book. About work I would talk to the manager or who ever is in charge of you about your hours. Hang on.
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