The meaning of success and love?

It's not about the love you feel, for that one person that got away it about the memories you shared with that person that formed that one special bond that you hold dear to your heart. The bond you establish with that person you care about. That is what love is called love isn't just love itself love is a whole mixed perception of what a bond to another persons heart is and the strong feelings you get like if they were in danger you'd save them much like a mother to a child although not as extreme. But it can also be an undoing do your fabric of reality and you place and purpose on this world.. the bond may feel strong to you and that may be all that matters to you but that bond isn't worth any time you spend, if you are the one tying off all the loose ends. Those loose ends are what I call weaknesses, a kink in an impenetrable armour that you and only you formed (seeing as you being in that situation of a false bond) while your person that you admired so much and love so much sits in those kinks so that they can break free of that loose end when things get too hard. But it's so incredibly hard to notice that before it's too late. Humans start with a title that bonds 2 people together and then when they realize that they don't like what they started, they can't stop what they've started before it reaches a basic pinnacle of emotions so they role with it till their breaking point. Their breaking point shuts off all emotions all care in the world for your existence and shoots you in the stomach and watches as you bleed out on the ground. That's called betrayal. No matter which way you slice it, if you spend a significant amount of time with someone and then they turn everything and everyone you know on you and leave you with nothing that's a robbery. We might as well say "I'm betraying you" rather than saying "I'm breaking up with you" or "this just isn't working out". Its a robbery of trust, bonds, and fortification of what's real and what's not. When you begin to lose your sight on reality you either hide and never come out or be full out blatant and not care. If you are the blatant type, you begin to do things you've never done before. Things you'd never think of doing, things you never needed to do or never wanted to do but now seems logical to do but in reality it doesn't and it ends up digging a deeper hole than the one you already dug by going with the "flow". If you are the one who hides and never comes out you slowly dig a hole for yourself day by day till that hole is too deep for you to just easily climb out of. You start to lose the way you act around people or forget how to act around people including your friends or your family or just total strangers. That's when you are titled as the introvert, someone who keeps to themselves and has a hard time opening up with their feelings or has a hard time expressing their feelings towards someone else. Which then makes it harder for that person to meet up with societies standards in dating which would including being able to have a conversation and keep it or even start a conversation in the partner. But you'd think that the blatant ones ;also known as the extroverts, wouldn't have a hard time finding someone to talk to and definitely not have any trouble sparking a conversation and keeping it but yet somehow they still end up like the introverts in some ways and not to mention some introverts end up like the extroverts that find someone who they can connect with. It's an endless cycle of failure and repeat failure and repeat which brings me to the question of what is success. What is success worth if all you have to do is fail all your life then succeed. You can't pass your failures on to the next generation because society will change by that time and all your hard work in failing would have been for nothing it would be mute in the next generations problems. Who knows the next generations would have another factor to add on to their cycle of failures that the previous generation never went through.. then at that point all you can't do is just give support and listen. Listen and wait till the next generation after that and it still wouldn't be enough failure to make up for the added on challenges in the near future. Someone can be wise as all hell in this world and fail so many times and just to continue to fail and then finally succeed or maybe not but they still wouldn't be able to tell me what goes through someone's mind as they sleep with some stranger while they are in a bond with someone else and they don't feel bad about it. I don't claim on knowing everything or what everything means I only claim what I know and what I've been through, this isn't some sort of scientist that studies humans and make a theoretical statement on what success means or what love means or what anything means I'm just a regular person that goes through everyday life like everyone else who gets lost sometimes or feels like everything they do is wrong and nothing they can do can make it right or even a little better. Or make it disappear.