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Why does love hurt? Why does my heart decide for me who it wants? Why does it hurt when I love him, but he doesn't know, and he shouldn't know? Why can't I just ignore it? Move on?
I'm in love with my best friend, but there's one problem - I'm gay and he's straight.
Why did this happen? Why couldn't I just have wanted a friendship and nothing more? I don't want to love him because I know it'll only hurt me, and if I tell him it will not necessarily "end" the friendship, but it certainly will change things to where it's no longer what it used to be. We will begin to hang out less and less, ending up with a "rare conversation" here and there. A casual "how are you". I would rather hurt myself with this emotion than ruin my friendship with him, because having him as my best friend means the world to me. I tell him everything, we talk every day, we hang out every day. And my heart wants to ruin it.
I don't know how to stop loving him like this. I just want to remain best friends, and not end it by telling him how I truly feel. No, just telling him won't fix it, because he's straight. Like, no chance in being gay, straight.
Help me. What have you guys done to get over falling in love with your best friend? Is there a way out? Is there something I can do fall out of love? I never though I'd EVER want to fall out of love with someone, but when it's my best friend, it's a crappy situation.
Why does love hurt? Why does my heart decide for me who it wants? Why does it hurt when I love him, but he doesn't know, and he shouldn't know? Why can't I just ignore it? Move on?
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