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I thought I could manage my exams, but I can't due to lack of time. My mom makes me wait over 1 hour after school everyday to pick me up and don't call me spoilt, I've told her that I would rather go home by myself but apparently a 30 minute walk with friends and other people is more dangerous than standing outside the school alone for more than an hour. I don't have enough time to study at all, and I can't deal with family problems either. My mom says I might get kidnapped but its just a way to control me so I can't escape her grasp.
My family favors my older sister over me A LOT. Ever since I was little, when she gets a slight scratch or she sprains her ankle my family tries every possible thing to cure her and prioritizes all her regular checkups over my exam periods/school work but when I get hurt and half of the brick ended up inside my knee, they told me to shut up and deal with it. There's a big scar on my right knee and it constantly hurts now. I'm only allowed to eat leftovers while my sister always gets fresh meals, and my mom takes all her anger from shopping everyday on me by verbally abusing me and saying I shouldn't have been born every night. My dad abandoned us when I was born because I was a daughter so not only do my mom and sister hate me, my dad also constantly tells me off on the phone to "help out around the house and be more useful".
Even when my dad sends us money and pretends to be fair by giving my sister and me equal amounts of money, my part of the money are always used to buy whatever my sister wants while I get the worst model of everything to show to my dad that I was the one using the money. My sister is getting an iPhone 8, iPhone X and a Huawei p10 all at once because she was careless and her iPhone 6 got stolen by someone. My mom saw me drop my phone once (iPhone 6 Plus..... on special because my mom won't buy me anything if its not on special, not even dinner) and now she says I'm not allowed to even get a none touch screen phone to call because my phone doesn't work due to the touch disease of iPhone 6 plus'.
If you think I'm a spoilt child, I won't blame you. But while I've been pushed off to my grandparents' best friend during my childhood to live in poverty, while my parents never acknowledged me as their daughter from when I was born, my sister has been eating king oysters and sharks everyday. No matter how hard I try, I can never compete with anyone from a happy family because very plainly, they have a better life than me and it isn't going to change. Don't give me shit about changing your own fate because I've tried so many times, but it never worked out. I got into an elite government school, but what's the point? My sister who only got to the same school when she was 4 years older than me is still pampered more. I'm giving up because no one understands me. My friend just rebels against her family without knowing how much happiness she is in.
I'd rather be poor and happy like my friend than middle class and lonely.
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Wow am sorry you have to deal with that, its really painful when your family doesn't seem to love you and appreciate you, but school will not last forever so just hang on in there x
ReplyYou going to an elite school is awesome. Do your best, finish your career and show them how much you can do on your own. Don't let their negativity get to you.
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