Mum Bomb shells

I found out yesterday that I’m a twin, but my brother didn’t make it to birth. I was the stronger twin. My life would have been totally different if I had my brother in it. I know for a fact that my brother was needed up in heaven, I don’t know why but I know he is my angle and is protecting me in every way possible. I also felt like half of me was messing and I was right but he isn’t missing he is up in heaven. The second one was that I had a sister well she mentioned her name and then told me to go ask my father and that it wasn’t her place to say. I didn’t end up ringing dad put I got on Facebook and started searching for her. It took me about ten minutes to find her. I sent her a friend request and we started talk. I have her number now. She seems nice and I feel that we are going to be close. My other two siblings and I aren’t really close, I hardly talk to my other sister and I don’t even talk to my brother. I guess I’m here for advice because I have no idea what I am going to do. I want to meet her and she wants to meet me.