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I want to die. I'm not suicidal. I wouldn't kill myself. But the thought of being dead, and not hurting anymore sounds really nice.
I'm worthless. I don't contribute anything to life. Most days all i do is wake up, move from my bed to the couch, and stay there all day. I look in the mirror and I hate myself. Someone recently told me, I know who I want to be, I have myself figured out, and I always have. That's not what I feel like.
I can't get a job. I'm fat. I'm ugly. I'm not as educated as everyone else seems to be. I'm drowning in debt.
Sometimes the only thing I can will myself to do is to lay in bad, staring at the blank wall, thinking about how much I hate myself.
I don't deserve the love I get. I feel guilty that my boyfriend works so hard all day and all I can do is lay in bed and cry, wanting to die.
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I can say we have common scenario, currently i don't have job, i stay at my room the whole day and stare at the ceiling figuring out what will happen the following day even though i know that it will be always the same. I feel that I'm a burden to my family coz i couldn't help them. Been down and ashamed for many times but i don't want to die, never thought of being dead because i know and i believe that this is just temporary. Cheer up!
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