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Now I know, there are people out there with a worse life than me, but seriously..my life is pretty sucky. In fact, I actually have no life. That’s what it feels like. I’m a 15 year old girl, my own mother abandoned me about 8 months ago..during the times I need her most. I live with my dad, but he’s so depressed, I can never talk to him without him being too depressing, or angry..so it feels like I have absolutely no normal relationship with either of my parents. I’m a very good kid, but t feels like I’m on house arrest or something, I’m never allowed to go anywhere cause my dad won’t let me, and he NEVER EVER takes me anywhere. I know if my mom was still here, I’m sure we would actually have a decent mother daughter relationship, go out and do things..but I don’t have a mother. Not even a step mother. It really sucks not having parents that will be there for yo emotionally. It really sucks that the reason you hate your own life is because of your parents. All I do is stay trapped in my bedroom, all day everyday. And I feel so ugly, my self esteem is so low it’s almost as if it’s non existent. I feel like all boys hate me, I mean I’m 15, and people still make fun of me because I’ve never been in an actual relationship or had my first kiss, but I’m still young, so I don’t think it should really matter. I almost got into a relationship, until the boy I was talking to was also talking to about 5 other girls at the same time. It just feels like I won’t be good enough for anyone, I’m not even good enough for my own parents. My parents broke my heart before anybody had the chance to. I just don’t think I can live life like this anymore, I’m tired of every single day being the same, never having any fun, or being a normal teen.
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i'm sorry. i know everyone says this, but do you have anyone you can talk to? like a teacher or a school counsellor or something? not having been in a relationship when you're 15 is perfectly normal, my sister is 18 and hasn't either. i hope you get through this. sending love and prayers your way.
ReplyHi I do understand that being a teenager might be hard and mostly is. But I can assure you that It will get better promise. My advice is to find positives in your situation. And take an advantage of them. I’m imagining that you are making a weird noise and face expression right now but believe me you can take an advantage of your situation you’re in. For example you have a plenty of time use it. Find something you’re enjoy doing. Something that makes you happy I don’t know like writing or drawing something creative and focus on it. Turn jail into oasis of creativity. Be yourself and don’t worry there is a beautiful future ahead of you 😉 I’m sure.
ReplyEverything works out in the end. If it's not working out, it's not the end yet. Don't worry, greater things are in store for you. xx
ReplyHi it’s me again If you need to talk to somebody here’s my email gregchoosetothink@gmail.com
ReplyYou’re so young... this doesn’t take anything away from the fact that yes you are in a shitty situation but just know that you’ve got so much time ahead of you and this is just a mountain you have to climb.. if you are able to find someone to talk to, anyone, wether it be here, a counsellor or anything please take the opportunity.. and bring it up with your dad... the idea of parents is quite strict.. but they aren’t the backbone to your life.. you know what would be best for you and you have to help yourself because they can’t.. I couldn’t stop feeling your pain and I can’t say sorry enough.. but kid, you’ve got to love yourself enough to help yourself.. I know it’s so hard and so tiring but you’ll thank yourself for it in the future.. you’ve got to love yourself kid; you’ve got to wake up at four in the morning, brew a coffee and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of dawn. You’ve got to sit next the old person on the bus and start a conversation to see what history was like for them. You’ve got to come home from a bad day and burn your skin from a shower. Then you’ve got to make your bed until it smells so clean it becomes a joy of yours. You’ve got to stop taking everything so personally. You are not the moon kissing the black sky. Yoi e got to compliment someone’s crooked brows at an art fair and tell them that their eyes remind you of green swimming pools in July. You’ve got to stop letting yourself get upset about things that won’t matter in two years. Sleep in on Saturday mornings and walk early on sundays. You e got to stop worrying about finding love, you’re so young, love yourself first. You’ve got to stop asking everyone for thei opinions. Fuck it, love yourself kiddo. You’ve got to love yourself
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