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You’re a great friend
You really are
You’re the one who’s always here for me
We’ve had some good talks about life
But if I told u
Showed u
Just how dark my mind is
The thoughts I have
Kill me inside
Destroy me inside
Live inside
They won’t leave
But if u saw them
You’d leave too
They’re too much
To hear
To see
To handle
So I’ll do it instead
It’s okay
I’m used to it
So don’t worry about me
It doesn’t matter anyway
I’m scared
Scared that you’ll leave
Scared you’ll stop caring
Scared I’ll hurt you
Scared I’ll screw it all up
Please don’t leave
Even if I push u away
I’m a mess
Emotional rollercoaster
Walking disaster
Just a mess
But I love u
I’ll never stop
I’ll let u know sometimes too
I’ll always love u
Your my best friend
But idk if I can trust u
It’s hard
I don’t understand it all
I don’t understand my mind
My anxiety
Is good
Real good
At knowing my insecurities
At hitting my weak spots
At confusing my mind
At destroying everything
So I’m sorry
I’m truly sorry
I just need help
I just need u
Ur my best friend
But the walls
Might take a long time
To begin to crack
They’re strong
They’ve been built up
Over a long time
But I love u my best friend
Please try to understand
I’m a mess
Trying to give what I don’t have
But I love u
I always will
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This reminds me of my best friend, chances are she's probably hurting too. You should call her, and be completely transparent. I wish my best friend would let her walls down for me. She's pushed me away for good and I can't get through. Its been over 7 years of friendship now, to no avail. Every time I seem to be breaking through, she disappears, when I reach out, nothing. She probably feels lonely too. She does not judge you for anything and only wants the best for you, and wants to fight all your battles that you're holding inside. Let her, she misses you! She can be trusted, she loves you.
ReplyI never had a best friend.
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