Moving.

I'm finally moving out of my parents house and it finally hit that it's time to pack. I'm jobless and so bf is paying for everything. I have anxiety and depression so it's getting the best of me that I'm useless. Everyone tells me all the time that I'm not useless, but this never helps and I just always feel hurt because I can't help. I've applied for jobs which is somewhat of a step, but I'm scared. I can't talk on the phone. I've never been able to. My chest feels heavy and I needed to write this somewhere :(.