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There are many paths in life. wide or narrow, smooth or lumpy. Many stairs to climb on. Many checkpoints, many doors for fortune or misfortune, accomplishment or failure. These all are so confusing. One move can lead us to one outcome. If we continue to walk the same road in same way taking same time, we sure gonna get the same outcome, whether it's good or, bad. But if you are not satisfied with that result, you gotta change something in your act. Even a small change can bring a different outcome.
I tried hard on everything in my point of view. I may have some weakness that resist the outcome i planned. Of course, i must have left some part to work out else, it won't be so disappointed. In any case to study or do any project or job, i focused very strictly on the requirements, get a perfect plan then in the time of action, i loosen up somewhere may be, this is why i end up failing often. And in most unexpected way. I blame to myself for not working hard but i don't have reasons too of what i am guilt for. What is my mistake here? My fault or weakness can't be explained. That's why i become hopeless. So, hopeless.
I have a thought that since i have been so hard on myself and am not gaining much profit by worrying about how am gonna do best, about how the things will turn out, day dreaming and so on. I think i should try once being a carefree person. Carefree means here not to worry, enjoy what i do without any expectations of outcome, celebrating the journey rather than destination and being resilient of whatever condition may arise, whether good or, bad, whatever compliment i receive, whether appraise or criticize, i will always be resilient. I will be caring on small things to be happy rather than waiting for some grand outcomes that isn't in my hand. I won't depend on other to smile, to be happy. Cause, i know better to do that than anyone else.
No expectations!
No worries!
No overthinking!
No very future goals!
No impractical emotions!
But, be resilient and mindful.
Free yourself from the bounds you created.
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