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So here i am,doing something i never believed i would do in a million years....I never really talk about how i feel, perhaps because, with exception to my mom, I've never known anyone i can TRULY be vulnerable with. Now that i'm a full grown man with a wife & a daughter it's not exactly the easiest thing in the world to just run to mom and talk about what's getting me down, so the only release i can find right now is writing anonymously. So here i am, and here i go...
I'm stuck in a life and a world that i would have never envisioned myself in about 15 years ago. I say 15 years ago because thats the last time i felt truly happy,truly at peace with myself and who i was. I was surrounded by people that loved me and allowed me to flourish. I felt valued, respected. And then it all went away, the people i called family all left the country one by one because of the situation, and i feel like they each left with a massive part of me. There are a few of them left and i guess they're keeping me sane, but truth be told i don't know if the ones that are left even recognise me anymore.
I'll probably do this again and again until my story is fully told, but for now this is me done. I have so much more i want to say, need to say. Its crazy but just these few paragraphs have taken so much outta me that i'm more exhausted than i was when i started. I just pray that this helps.
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I hope we can help, my friend. Pushing through hardship can be tough, but it's always possible. Rooting for you, and I'm looking forward to giving you future advice :)
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ReplyHey human, you’re not alone in that feeling of isolation and alienation. I was never the most social young man. Relied on my tight knit group of friends, in the space of 1 year in my mid 20’s they all packed up and went to different corners of the globe. I don’t have any answers for you, just that I feel your pain and you’re not alone in these thoughts and emotions.
ReplyEveryone needs someone to confide in. I don't have anyone either. I have some issues I've been dealing with and it sucks. I guess it's a part of life and finding yourself
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