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HELP ME! My story that needs an ending happy or not
6 years ago · 1 · Need advise, +3 · Explicit
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I'm in love with my best friend, who I shall call Hope. The thing is, he is in love with two other people, as are they with him. I'm the one who has supported him through these tough decisions he went to get to this point. But I'm still only acknowledged as the friend, helping out a Samwise in need. I planned on admitting my feelings to him, but around that time he started dating another girl, they broke up on good terms though, we are all still good friends today. I feel like though, she(the girl) broke up with him for me, I knew of the plans weeks prior. I think she noticed the affection and happiness we both had when with each other, cause when she told me, I was talking and touching his hair, joking around saying it was softer than mine could ever be when she called me over, and whispered she planned on breaking up with him. They both later agreed to remain good friends and that they went too fast. I thought it was my chance, but I needed time for courage. When the time I planned to tell him came, he said something that shook my core
'I like X' (X will be the placeholder for his name, I should also mention that neither of us or the people he likes are straight, I am Genderfluid and bisexual personally)
I had to lie through my teeth that day, as for many others, as I asked him questions before saying goodbye.
It was a few weeks after that confession when Hope had confessed to liking another person, this time a girl, a girl I am friends with. I shall call her Gold. Gold was a friend with close interests like mine and who indefinitely likes Hope. (no one knows of my feelings to Hope, that's why I'm writing this partially)
I kept urging Hope to make a decision between the two, secretly hoping that he would just pick neither and me instead, the one helping him through it all, like in the movies.
But that's not the case. He told me yesterday he is picking Gold. Though he does not exactly want to be in a relationship though and he is sure Gold isn't either (Which is far from true, cause the day before she and I exchanged messages of her urgent need for a answer and her love for him)
I have taken my role as the supporting friend, I have taken the role of Frodo at the end of the trilogy, where he leaves Samwise, his best friend, for pretty much forever as he goes to the Uttermost West.
I have taken my role as the deceiver, lying till my bitter end.
So my question is. Should I tell him? Even if it's just secret! Can I, his best friend, admit my feelings to him though I have two great friends(and maybe a third, if his ex whom he broke up with on good terms with would like him back) who love him already? They won't live him as much as me I'm sure of it, but still, should I admit to my feelings for him? Do.I.Have.A.CHANCE.
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Yes!!! Tell him! I know it’s scarey but it’s better to have love and lossed than not to love at all! There is always a chance and I am speaking from experience! Go tell him now, in person not a message! You can do this! Love is right around the corner darling
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