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I have a little sister.
She's younger than me by 7 years.
She is very mature for her age. Much more mature than what I should be.
I am adopted.
She's wanted me to part of her family for so long that I finally was added.
She's very sweet. Very kind. And very funny.
She also has her not so sweet moments.
She will straight up tell you when something is not of her liking.
She scolds me, way more, than our Mum...
She does not lie.
And isn't complicated as I am.
We fight alot now.
And its mostly my fault.
I am unable to grow up.
I have trouble communicating and saying what bothers me. Soon it bottles up and turns alot worse. Then I start hurting the both of us.
I don't want to hurt my sister.
I love her so much.
She has opened her arms and doors to me.
Her. Her mum. Her brother. All accepted me.
To bring happiness into thier home.
But I feel as though these past months... Im doing the opposite.
See... My little sister is so clever and observant, she knows right away what and how a person is feeling. I don't know how she does it. But there is no lying to her.
She reads me so easily...
Also because I am so transparent and speak more loudly with my body language.
I hate that about myself.
If I were to make a list of the things I hate...
Getting mad/offended easily
Unable to speak my mind
Run away from my problems
Emotionally + Mentally unstable
Mostly remember the negative
Cries at everything
Need affection and attention 24/7
Insecure
Judgemental about self
Punish myself mental and physical
Lately suicidal... yes. I'm sorry.
Insomnic to a point it hurts to stay awake
Over think EVERYTHING.
I can't list anything good about myself.
But my sister... She can list so many good factors about me.
She is the best.
I dont know how someone like her loves me or even is able to deal and look up at me... i don't deserve her praises.
Im low.
I'm selfish.
I get jealous easy.
I'm scum.
I'm...
I can't get myself to stop thinking so horriblely about myself.
Why do I do this?
What has caused me to turn so pathetic?
I used to strive the streets and world!
I would shine and smile and be carefree and happy.
I used to be crazy and goofy and funny and fun to be around.
What's happened to me?
I was tough!
I was fearless!
I was unstoppable and felt like I could take over the world!
What happened to me?
Why did I become so small and lost and frail?
What's happened to me?
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