Falling Apart

I used to use this site back when I just couldn't deal with everything. Now here I am, years later, using this site again. I really thought I was getting better...

I don't feel very good. Tooth pain, house breaking down, heat, overeating, sleeping poorly, over staying awake, fucked up schedule... I don't show any facial ex...

Maybe this is just my karma. Karma for being mean, not thinking before I speak, being irrational, being myself. No matter how hard I try, there will always be s...

I wanted to be ok this month. I haven't cried so much in a month in a long time. My cat died on the first day this month. Then, I had to break it off with a b...

I'm taking steps. I may feel absolutely horrible and like I am going to screw everything up and like my mind fights sadness and gloom a lot, but I will at leas...

No matter what i do .. how hard i try .. everything keep falling apart.. i made some mistakes.. and i have a guilt of it.. i try to fix things but i know no mat...

I'm just barely existing . These are supposed to be my best days of life but I'm suffocating everyday . One day I might get tired of this and leave everything b...

I never fit in . I wish I did . I try my best but my efforts go unseen . It feels like I'm invisible . How long do I drown ? I wish I had someone who could unde...

I wish I wasnt viewed as weak person . I wish people forget the past and move on . I shouldnt be the one to say that when I can't move from my past . I was bull...

I dont want to be percieved this way . I dont want to be percieved as someone quiet . I wish people got to know me . I want people to know my existence :(...