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Somewhere in my mind, a little voice screams. I'm left at home alone so soon after being in the hospital. So soon after being actively suicidal. I told them all I was fine. I told them all I would be okay. And I will be, this time. For now, I truly am feeling alright, but I know this won't last. When will those thoughts come back? Tomorrow? The day after? And when they do, what am I going to do about it? Am I going to tell anybody? Or just keep it to myself? Am I going to be in danger of committing suicide? Of going back to the hospital? Of never being left alone ever again? I feel like I'm standing on shaky ground that's showing signs of crumbling.
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Everything's going to be fine! Don't torture yourself with negative thoughts and don't prejudge your future. Nothing's going to happen, you're mentally healthy now, just anxious due to your previous condition. But be optimistic! It's a new life and everything's brighter :D
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