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I feel so stupid. I’m in love with the first person who raped me. He was my boyfriend and he said he was sorry and that it won’t happen again. But I can’t cope with what he done. We’re broken up but I was recently raped again by a ‘friend’ and my head is a mess. I’m smoking cigarettes and weed everyday just so I can go to sleep without crying and screaming. I’m so scared and so upset. I don’t want to be here anymore. Self harming has become a daily thing for me to try and cope. The only time I get out of bed these days is so I can go ou and get high. I just want to forget about everything that happened. I constantly feel like I’m about to cry. I’ve reached out for counselling and the police know but everything is getting worse. I hate myself.
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If somebody raped you however can you accept it. Go and report it. Asap. We are there with you. It's the right thing to do before he does it to somebody else. Such a**holes need to be beaten up. Go....
ReplyWhat if he ruins somebody else's life , such scum bags don't understand by word. How can you even stand him. There is no love that gives one pain. Love has respect.
ReplyEvery feeling is valid. You shouldn’t be upset with yourself for your feelings. I’m sorry the ones you love betrayed your trust. I can tell you’re a beautiful soul. Don’t give up we need you.
ReplySelf-harming only adds to the pain. I request that you stop.
Listen, you know that something is wrong and you're trying to distract yourself from it with these highs. But the thing about distracting yourself from a problem, it only grows until you solve it.
It is perfectly okay to cry. You went through something traumatic and it still hurts to think about it. I say, just have a good cry. Let it all out. Otherwise, you might do something much worse than get high or just hurt yourself. "The more you bottle your emotions, the bigger the explosion."
These two who raped you are pretty fucking stupid and selfish. But everyone here loves and supports you, including me.
All love and support <3!!!!
ReplyYou do not accept being raped. You are a beautiful person, and you deserve better. That guy was unlucky to have you. You get one life. You yourself should be in control, not anybody else. Don’t give up hope. ❤️
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