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I’m sad. I’m lonely. I’m angry and I’m exhausted. I feel as if i don’t belong anywhere. i feel like i don’t deserve to be here. i feel like my life is pointless and i have no purpose. Just a waste of time.
I continue to push my family away it’s so easy to do especially my two older brothers they know i have some sort of issues and yet they don’t call or text i’m okay with that though i want to be alone. I know that they will be better off without me i’ve seen it. they always go on trips together with their girlfriends. they are so close and yet they sometimes drag me along i don’t know why they never ask for my opinion or even really talk to me i usually get mostly ignored. i don’t even know why i bother to go maybe they just feel bad for me since i have no friends and no boyfriend.
Even when we are all together i get ignored i get so upset inside because i just don’t matter in their lives. i’m a burden. i’m an annoying little sister that they want nothing to do with i can see that. i just hate that i’m here i just want to disappear. they wouldn’t miss me i know that for sure.
My dad calls and texts me sometimes it kills me because i love him so much and i want to push him away but it’s hard.
I do love my family sometimes i think i love them more than they love me.
I’m always tired sometimes i stay in bed for 2-3 days i just have no energy to do nothing all i do is sleep because sleep is better than my life.
At work it’s hard i pretend to be happy sometimes i don’t even realize i’m doing it. it’s been hard lately i don’t know why i even bother sometimes.
I’ve been alone most of my life i’m use to it but it’s been hard lately and i don’t know why i’m still here.
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I feel the same way! My older sister ignores me and I feel like she only treats me nice on occasions because she feels bad for me but she takes advantage of me especially with money.
You and I need to make changes in our lives and learn to love ourself more. Live our own life and do things that makes us happy
We cannot continue living for them
ReplyI have no family so I've never mattered in the lives of family members. But I have chosen to make connections with colleagues, friends, and neighbors. Never underestimate the power of a chosen family.
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