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Mom, I don't expect anything from you other than back stab me again and again. You have no shame, seems like you feel pleasure when I'm not okay, since my happiness bothers you a lot. And when I'm in low spirits, you freak out, berate me, treat me like junk, to play the “nice one”, the same old trick.
Just pay attention to what you said to me this afternoon and through the past week.
When I'm happy, so cheery and such, you say it's fake.
When I'm not okay with anything, not even with living, you whine that you miss the way I was some days ago.
Then, what do you want?
Who do you want?
The “OK” Me you killed without regrets.
You want to bury me? Fine, keep doing it.
I'm about to collapse.
I'm ready to be gone.
And I don't mean leaving this house. I have drastic measures on my mind.
I don't deserve happiness, don't deserve friends.
So there's nothing more for me here.
Thank you.
I'm becoming distant again.
I'm isolating myself, cutting contact with my new friends, yes, the ones we met last Friday.
You always have to say something bad when you see me happy and with company.
I wasn't being clingy or annoying, I was joking with my friend, that was an inside joke. You always have to see things the other way, you don't understand and don't even let me explain, your focus is to criticize me, let me down.
I'm feeling dead again.
Thanks to you.
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Cut her out of your life. Don't you dare cut the connection you have with your friends or the guy you love.
"Misery loves company"
Do NOT let your mother drag you down with her. If you do, she wins. You aren't punishing anyone but yourself, and your friends, and that boy you say you love. How can you say you love anyone if you'd be willing to cut yourself out of the picture just for the fact that your mother isn't a real mother. That hurts them too.
You can do so much better for yourself. Just get away from your mother.
ReplyYo momma toxic. Kick that bitch to the curb n be yoself. She tryna drag u down into her misery. Be a better human, swim on your own.
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