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Stupid Thoughts 7
6 years ago · 2
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July 06, 2018
This I swear, I'm not going to :
One, fall in love.
Two, get attached.
Three, trust again..
I really hate it
It sucks to be me.
You know what I mean?
Feeling the same pain
Over and over and over again.
It's a "F" cycle.
I gave too much.
I cared too much.
And at the end of it, I suffer too much.
I discover a very effective defense mechanism
To let go, I need to pretend that I never knew them.
Obnoxious, right?
I'm falling apart.
I just now realized it.
I'm so pathetic and always feeling sorry for being born.
I should know better.
That's why starting today,
I'm taking off.
Goodbye, misery.
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I think I know how you feel, and I am sorry. I had the same thoughts once. And I worked to achieve them. To become loveless and unattached. And it worked. Now I wish it didn't. It did not make the bad feelings go. It made them stay. Now I am alone and confused, unable to take positive feelings of others, unable to believe them. It makes me suffer. It makes them suffer. Yes, if you enable yourself to love, and to trust, you will eventually get hurt. But on the other hand, life will have its beautiful side as well. If you give up those feelings, you won't get hurt... but neither will you feel any better.
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