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I loved him with all my heart. Yes, I sincerely did. Mine was sort of an abusive relationship where he did not reciprocate the same for me. Instead he chose to see me as friends with benefits. But, I never liked that, never. I loved him, perhaps more than me. I seeked his love too, and hoped for him to change to better someday but he didn't. He ditched me since he rarely had emotional attachment with me. I was just there for his physical needs. I begged him not to treat me like FWB since I hated and detested that, but it didn't influence him. He ditched me and left me in the middle of nowhere and found himself the love of his life. Even today I get worried thinking about him. Anytime I hear any bad news I get worried. But I do also realize that it does me no good and rather pulls me down more. He just not ditched me, he hurt me a lot more with his insults humiliations and abuses. I would rest my head on my mother's lap and cry till the wee hours until we both would fall asleep. I need to forget about him totally, as it hardly took him 1 day to forget me and move on with her. He is very happy now, with his life, his girlfriend and work. I still get tears at times. How can I change it and be happy for real? I want to, for the sake of my parents and their tireless efforts in making me happy and lively again.
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He didnt deserve you.You are better of.He will know better later,but it will be too late,watch my words.
ReplyDont go fuck buddies,thats not for you.
ReplyWhat i meant is,he will be more mature one day and understand what was done was not alright,and be sorry for it.Maybe he apologises sometime,but dont wait for that,go on with your life,you just got too much attached with you giving way much more then being given
ReplyIt will take time,tears will stop one day & you will be happy again.
ReplyFirst, I think you need to move on for your own sake, for your own good. Cry it out, let it all out, then focus. Focus on things you enjoy doing or try new things or go explore new places, anything that can keep you busy. If you have no motivation, push yourself, this will be hard but it'll be worth it. Set goals and work hard to accomplish them. Love yourself, believe that you are enough to be happy on your own. Believe that you are beautiful and that you are worth it. Keep this in mind and you'll start believing this, if you don't already. Don't give up, it might take a while to see results but you will be able to see them if you continue.
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