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My heads aching, not something terrible. At this point its just a dull ache that throbs every now and again. Nothing I can't handle. So as usual here I am smoking a cigarette. I won't lie, this probably isnt the best idea seeing as how each drag causes an ache. Still, its better than lying around.
The day after use to be all about putting pieces together, now its just trying to find the strength to function. I'm playing some music so I don't have to focus on outside sounds. Guess my bad choices caught up to me again. One of these days my brains gonna fight back.
My battery is at fifteen percent. Lets see what I can force out.
I was thinking about life, like how it has a funny way of making something out of nothing. The worlds crazy enough as is and yet life likes throwing curve balls. Sometimes you just get hit.
Again I'm not complaining, just mulling over some memories. I like to chase the headaches because they remind me of curve balls. Like personal "Lets hang out sometime" curve balls.
I definitely remember the pang of my head letting me know it wasn't happy with my alcoholic consumption rate. I remember the very fleeting memories of talking to people in all too slurred words about how I enjoyed their company. The memories were as quick as blinking. I remember being in a car, then a house, then around town. Everything in between is a mystery even now. But I remember some people in the slideshow of memories. They were cool and we had all gotten along swell. We sang songs well into the night, flopped around a yard mimicking what we thought was a dance. The moment mattered more than the morning. In each flash we were all the best of friends.
Despite the eventful night, I ended up waking up alone. I often wonder who those awesome cast of characters were. My phone was devoid of texts and the only thing missing was my hat. I told a friend of mine the fragments of my night which they didn't believe. Oh well right?
I'm glad I had met these people whoever they are. They're obviously doing just fine, seeing as how it all happened so naturally. Guess that's a perk of liquid confidence.
My cigarette is out but my headache isn't. That's fine. The headache reminds me of nights I spent well in my opinion. Though I do wish I could remember those nights more clearly.
Thanks for listening to my rant. I'm gonna try to get some more sleep.
Cheers and don't forget to praise the sun!
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Stay safe and try to take care of yourself. Water helps. Cheers!
ReplyThanks for the tip. I definitely have more sense than I did back in the day. Have a great day!
ReplyWow I'm getting to know you more and more in these writings,
SWEET. Cause you wont open up to me. and thats Mean I opened up to you meanie
Meanie meanie, I still adore you though.
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