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I dated a guy about two years ago, I will call him Gil. I had recently moved and was in a bad place. He and I had been really great and inseparable for the first few months, before it began to be toxic. He would be very controlling and protective and clingy, etc. After almosy a year of dating, our relationship started getting worse and worse until finally, he broke up with me. Immediately I cut off all contact with him. I pretended like I was okay, even though my mind still drifted to him often. I even dated somebody else for 8 months a bit after that, but I realized that I was only dating him so I wasn't alone and broke up with him. But even theoughout that relationship--and after--I still thought/think about Gil all the time. I even tried talking to him again (as friends) and he ended up blocking me after a short period of time. I tell myself I'm over him--that I've been over him--but I don't think I am. I always think about him, and when I do, my heart just twists up and I get this horrible pang in my chest. I miss him. But he turned into a bad person, and I know he's toxic. Help me, please.
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As someone who has been "Gil" the best is to just leave him alone. We can't fix it. I feel like I have to apologize to you for my own actions. But just know that he is probably tearing himself up about it as well.
ReplyI don't think so. Actually, I was on a bike ride yesterday and saw him--we talked for a few minutes amd he was so different. He turned into a wannabe gangster fuck boy. He swears in every sentence, does bad things, thinks he's better than everybody else, disrespects everybody and everything, and is just horrible. Ugh. Why do I feel this way? ._.
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