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I feel so empty and the suicidal toughts are back, I feel its getting worse again...I have no one to tell my problems and troubles. Its really hard sometimes, to be alone in a big word. I think I am 3 months free of selfharm...but I wanna do it again. The pain is so much, my life was turned upside down. My grandma and dad are always shouting at me, even for things I cant control...I wish I could change so they would be proud of me. Im sorry Im not the daughter you wanted me to be. You wanted a girly girl who has a lot of friends, is always cheerful and ready to help. Who isnt scared of people and is social...etc..But instead you got an emo, tomboy who wants piercings and tatoos, doesnt have friends and is asocial, listens to metal and watches horror films. Im only 15 but when my parents arent home...I sometimes drink to ease the pain. I wish they could understand my mental illneses. I tried to explain it to grandma she cut me off and said: You re sick in the head. Even the bullies wont let me be...I have really short hair...and they always call me a boy and tease me...one of my bullies threatened me that he will kill me. Im scared to go to school. Why am I still here?...I am weak.
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ReplyHi..i dont want to be rude sorry i use my mums e-mail and she wont let me..you know. But thanks for your support i appreciate it
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Replyi think you need to talk to your parents and tell them how you feel and if they don't want to listen then they are going to miss out. just because you not who they want you to be doesn't mean they should not care about. make them listen and understand that you will never be that girl and if they can't then that's there fault. don't let there negative get in your way, stay focus on what is important and that's your education and going on to doing bigger and better things in life. sometimes parents become to blind to see what an amazing and special child that they. we were made to be different and has our own styles and if you like having short wear then rock the hell out it and be confident. life is too short to stress about it. just focus on yourself and i promise everything will be okay!!
ReplyThank you sooo muchღ, This is what I needed right now. I went on a walk on a fresh air, then I told them about my problem...I already see a therapist once after two weeks...and about the other things I will discuss with her.Im working on my self esteem, trying to make eye contact with strangers...and so on. But sometimes I fall back to the old habits. I just need a little boost to my selfesteem. And I lost someone recently so it pulled me back into the darkness. I will give myself some time...Thank you, I will try to take care of myself. Have a great day,night,evening💖
ReplyYou rock so act like it not in a mean why
But you are you who cares what everyone thinKS
Let them bitch and moan tell granny what happend unconditional love short hair is in look at that one girl
On pitch perfect ...tattoos I don't think look all that on a girl
Butttt that's my opinion you should wait till you turn 18
At least so you don't get a donkey then say what the hell
Was I thinking so you sound like a rebel don't follow a cause
Be your own
Short hair l use less shampoo
ReplyThank you, this is my inspiration for the day 💖 have a great one
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