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James...
The way things ended was not ideal. Ultimately I am happier because my anxiety was at an all time high during the end of our relationship and now I feel SO much better in that regard....
But I still miss my best friend. I have never had a relationship in which I felt so comfortable and safe as I did with you. I'm sorry I put you in the position of you having to decide if we would continue in our relationship. I just couldn't make that decision. I laid it all out for you and waited (and waited and waited) and you ultimately made the decision that we had to just be friends but that isn't the case.
We don't talk. We just like each other's posts on facebook and instagram, watch each other's stories on snap chat, and if you do what I do.... we check on the other's profiles to see if we have missed anything or the last time the other logged on.
I want so badly to send you one more message to see if you will respond.. especially after that post you made about how you always accept apologies and will be someone's friend if they simply ask but I'm terrified. I'm terrified to lose you again. It hurt so much but I know it was necessary. Will you please do me the favor and send me that first message? I need it so bad. I need someone who I told things to that no one else knows because....oh boy, I've got some stories for you! You would laugh and probably be a little upset with me about some things that have happened because you were the only one I told that I never wanted to do that one thing that I have since done. And I need my best friend to tell me that it's okay because we all screw up sometimes. Please... I just need my best friend back.
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