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Every morning I wake up in a panic around 2am. I usually fall asleep around 11, but the sleeping doesn't last long. I always wake up in a sweat and my heart racing. This has happened since I was little, so I am quite used to it. Anyway, I go to school every day and I smile and kiss my boyfriend and hug my friends but I never feel whole. I never feel okay. I continue to feel empty, and I continue to cry myself to sleep. I wish I could just scream and cry. I don't know how much longer I can do this. I love my boyfriend with all of my heart and I am still alive for him. He helps me through everything but he doesn't truly understand how depressed I am. I want to scream and cry. I want to hit something, I want to quit school, I want to eat everything in my fridge and cupboards. I just don't know what else to do.
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You could have chlinical depression. Im not a doctor or anything but i had an ex boyfriend that had it and neither him nor his friends or family knew because he kept that to himself for many years until it started to affect him physically as he gained Chron's disease.Dont mean to scare you just try to get help from a professional to understand why you feel like that sweetie.
Replythank you ❤️
Replyi also almost all the time having the emptiness welled up inside me almost everyday too... i know how it feels >~<
ReplyI'm sorry that you also feel this way, it's a very hard feeling.
ReplyWanna meet me up on instagram? Mine is @magellany
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