Dismal Road

Dismal road

I feel lower than dirt

Those that I love, I hurt

I want to end it

But I can’t comprehend it

I think of the faces of those I call dear

Crying out for me, but what do they gain

If I remain?

I have been a leech and I have taken my share and then some

I spend my days inside

I can’t bear to go out at night

I just want to stay in and die

And feel relief

And relieve everyone of me

Take away the burden

And prevent any future hurting that I may bring on

I was not meant to continue

I had my fun

But I’ve taken too much advantage

And now, I am done