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Hi. Today has been, well a downer. I'am a typical 22 year old woman. I would say. This isn't some bullshit relationship problem but it is something I would a once in a blue moon kinda of mindset. Something that would pop out. I hate it cause it would mostly affect my mood. I don't come from a wealth family but everybody would have this perception of me as one of the lucky ones. In all honesty it isnt a bad feeling especially seeing my current living situation and status as a middle class. I'am the type of person tht would always want what is best for me or what I know I deserve and I see that fit for anybody who would want a certain things in there life. Some people might think I dream big or my dreams are so difficult to attain and they are. The fact that I true hate is how difficult it is to be honest with everybody either be to family or friends. I hate having to be alone with this version of me. I hate having to have a mental debate on how to act with this with that. It would sometimes leave me wishing that i would be alone forever and that thought of being alone someday gives me solitude and heartbreak because I do want to share myself with someone someday but I can't cause I honestly don't know who I'am yet and it's so frustrating to want to break free from everybody. I use to think that I can live like this for a while but yet here I'am feeling lost and impatient as ever. I hate being trapped here. What I hate the most is that I can't be vulnerable to anyone cause being weak and showing this side just makes me so foreign to everybody they think that i dont break and don't feel tired but right now. I'am at the prak where I just want everything to disappear and all that's left is me at my own feet. Today just made me realize for how long I have been going like this. Trying to brush off everything. I hate what I have become and I just wanted to put this and tell that whoever is reading this. I hope you take your time to move forward this shitty mindset and grab everything by the balls as who you truly are meant to be and to remember that even if we are a strong person (female) 😃 we break and we get shattered all across the floor but we still go back. I sound like one of those people who quotes on tumblr. Uhhh god. Anyway this is legit if you always felt alone and that you cant seem to trust someone 100 percent either parents or friends. Yes you feel trapped isolated it's okay cause I'm with you my friend
Bianca AGP
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