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Isn’t it awesome when i want to cry so bad that nothing comes out. That I’m so done with life and people and everything that I don’t even care anymore. I don’t feel anything anymore. Except for occasional sadness. It’s always like I’m empty. We love that, dont we. We love telling everyone we’re fine and faking happiness so that they don’t worry about you. We love wanting to die but not being able to do it. Isn’t life just spectacular?
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I get it. I mean, I care too much and that's my problem. I feel and care too deeply. But I've felt that empty feeling. Where it seems like you're a hollowed out corpse. Like there's nothing inside of you anymore. Nothing in your life anymore that makes any of it worth it. America especially, is good at that. Good at brainwashing us into thinking that we need to be happy. Everyone does it though. We refuse to feel our own feelings. We refuse to sit down and admit that we're sad. And when we gain the courage to, we are treated like we have some sort of disease that's highly contagious. And they do nothing but throw pills at us and expect us to feel happier instead of looking for an actual solution. So eventually we come to our own solution: death. We begin to get into the train of thought that it would all be fixed and that it would all just go away if we had just dropped dead. I get why you feel this way. I don't know your exact reasons. But I know that society being as messed up as it is has helped lead you to feel this way. Like you're trapped in your own ball of depression and anxiety, closed off from the rest of the world. But I'm here to talk to you if you ever want to talk. I can even give you my email and we can just talk about what is going on in your life and how we can help fix things. Or if you just need to vent to an open ear, I can be there to listen.
Replythank you, and i'd like that but wont everyone be able to see what it is if its posted? i dont think theres a private messaging on here and i dont think you'd want random people emailing you lol
ReplyI think honest people is advanced for common humans. Is difficult to be honest when a lot of people lie to themselves and others. I'm still figuring out how to balance my personality with society. I'm living far away from you, but here is the same. I was buried by those people and still pointed if I come out with my sincere feelings. But, I stick to people that is like me, and take distance from the rest. That rest, I don't show my personal feelings no matter what. And for now, that's all I can do. Be surrounded by people who get you, the rest doesn't exist, I don't take responsibility for teaching them not to be selfish in society. Not anymore at least. Because it's not fair with ourselves to make us pay for their sins (sorry, sounds religious but is not, is just a way of saying). I'm not paying with my life for your mistakes, I say to them.~Something like that.
Replythats really smart, and thank you, i'll try my best!!
ReplyHappiness is no choice. Embracing emotion is the only cure. You can't hide it, you can't medicate it, you embrace it.
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