Stressed out

Writing about my current issues won't help me solve them, there is no solutions. I am screwed.

I am so far in debt I can't see a way out. I'm only 21, I have paid for a wedding and honey moon, a car, and loans for school. I was doing fine 2 months ago, when I was working a stable job. Paying bills and spoiling myself was easy.

But now, I live on my own and in a different state than all my family and friends. My husband is in the military and doesn't get paid as much as he should. He works 60+ hours a week and that doesn't include days he has to stay over night.

I would usually drink during times like this, but I fear I may be pregnant. So of corse I wouldn't make matters worse by doing that.

Being pregnant would make all of this so much worse. I know it's not the babies fault, and I would do everything I possibly could to parent as best I can. But financially I am in a pit, and keep falling deeper it seems.

I have a part time job, that was supposed to be full time. So now I'm considering finding a second job, but I'm still under qualified for many openings.

Someone just tell me this happens to everyone who is my age going through this lol.

I just wish I was better with my money and didn't have to worry.

Also, my stomach is in knots and I have called in sick to work because I have been throwing up from anxiety.

Send help to my sorry ass.