My Unsent Letter

Dear little me,

I don't know what to tell you exactly, but I just wanted to say that you were the strongest person I've ever met. You went through a lot by yourself. You always said that "you'll be fine" but deep down you needed help. I also want to tell you that I'm sorry for not supporting you sometimes, I know I made it harder than it was. Finally I wanted to say that things haven't changed, we're still weird, helpless and alone. Recently I had an anxiety attack, and It felt pretty bad. Now I don't know what to do, I don't know how to fight this. It seems that It will all have to end at some point.