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I am lonely. I have friends and a wonderful family. But I don’t feel connected to them. I know I can talk to them about mostly anything, but idk how to tell them I’m lonely. Idk how to tell them that my life is so consumed of work and school that I feel like I have to sacrifice my time with them just so I have alone time. Idk how to tell them all this responsibility leaves me no time to find love. I tell my self that I don’t date because I don’t have time and it’s is true. Idk how to tell the girls I like that I think they’re really cool but I can only see them a few hours a week if I am lucky. Idk how to find love while being so busy. But it was my decision to be in this situation. I knew I would have to go through this. I regret it. Idk how to tell them that two months in the semester, we only talked twice, but I wish I could see them every other day. Idk how to tell them I feel like my soul is drying up. Idk how to admit to the ones that love me that I feel like I’m being defeated. Idk how. I wish they could just ask. I have attacks. Not panic attacks or anxiety attacks. I have moments when I feel even though I am trying so hard to become something great it won’t matter because at the rate I am going, I’m going you get there alone. When I feel so small that I want to hide under my self pity. Idk what to say. So I say nothing. And I smile. And I drag myself to work. To school. And home. Just to repeat.
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I have felt this way. I found that setting some goals, and then NEVER quitting on them keeps me excited, and motivated. I was in a 6 year relationship that ended, and all I did was work, go home alone, and repeat, over, and over, and over... I then decided that I'm going to get in really good shape. So now I workout, hard, 6 days a week. My goal is to do this for 3 months. I dislocated my pinky finger last week, but it didn't matter. I will not quit. I wrapped my injured hand, and continued to workout. There's something about pushing through, that makes a person feel so damn good and badass. It sounds like you may not have a good life balance right now. Maybe too much work, and not enough relaxation. Be sure to take a look at that aspect, and think about what might help you feel more balanced. It sounds like a change is desperately needed for you. I hope this helps in some way.
ReplyOh my gosh same! Same same same lol but on a serious note, maybe you need to change around the way that you're going about you're life if it truly feels like the way you're living it right now might not matter in the end. To me though it sounds likr you're young like I am. I mean don't get me wrong I understand exactly what you're saying. I mean I'm personally not looking into a relationship right now so I'd tell you "just be patient and maybe your time will come in the near future" but even I say to MYSELF sometimes like "well when though? What if it's never?" Then again, this is a natural fear to have when we work so hard. It's perfectly healthy to feel this way. But it DOES help to tell someone and just vent it out. It'll make you feel less lonely (: and you say that you don't know how to tell friends or fam about all of this but you're doing a good job of it right now! :D just tell them how u told us. Even you could just admit like "i wana tell you all these troubles I'm having but i don't KNOW how to tell you." You may not be certain how to share your thoughts right now but saying anything at all is a start. Good luck to you, i truly hope this helps <3
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