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I guess I'm the one who fucked up this time. I'm not a heart breaker, I get my heart broken. I'm so used to people hurting me that I didn't realize what I was doing. I may not have done anything too serious, but I should've known he would end up hating me. I used him, both physically and emotionally, to get over someone else. And he knew that, I was so open and honest about it from the start. He'd always been there for me, and he's the one that actually broke my heart first. But I didn't realize his feelings hadn't gone away after all this time, and surprisingly mine had. What a change for a once. But what hasn't changed is this never ending cycle and I continue to let him back into my life. Maybe this time he won't come back... maybe subconsciously I knew what I was doing. Maybe deep down I wanted to hurt him back and make him feel the pain he always caused me. He deserved it. But in all honesty, I didn't mean to. I want to take it back and make it better, I'm always wanting to fix people. I don't want to be hated. I don't ever want to cause pain on someone because I know how it feels to be hurt so bad and cut so deep. It sucks. And I'm sorry.
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