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Hey everyone. Welcome to my story time, grab some snacks and get ready for this wild ride. JK JK its not that wild. Let me just get into it. So I am eighteen year old, girl. Ive never been in a relationship never kissed a guy, nothing, never ever really had a BIG crush on someone... until a few months ago. My coworker was really nice and funny and one day I kinda realized that I actually liked him more than a friend. Keep in mind we hadnt really talked a ton but after working with him for a few weeks I know basically what he's like. Anyway, I realized that I like him and like actually like him, not just the idea of him. So in my mind the only logical thing to do is to ya know start talking to him more. SO i start doing that and we are now joking around and like actually becoming friends. So of course I'm excited but like I am ready for something to happen. I have been waiting so long to date someone and here he is, I really want something to happen ya know. Its worth noting that im not a religious person but I decide to go to God and ask for a sign. I work in retail and very often when im hanging up a shirt I will say okay jesus if this shirt is a medium then today will be a good day. I say this before i look at the shirt size and I grab a random hanger. if the sizes match up then its a sign. Get it? if yall dont understand i can explain better later but the point is I said, "JESUS if I am going to date him then the next shirt I see will be a medium. And I mean date like its going to happen soon like before Christmas. " it was october. Anyway, I turn around a see a pile of shirts on the floor and boom they are all mediums. I was so happy, this was the sign I was looking for, all my fears were gone bc God just told me we were going to date. Fast forward to November, We are still talking but I feel different talking to him, like somethings not right. Then I come into work the next day and he ignores me. Literally looks down when I walk past him. I say to my self. okay whatever maybe hes having a bad day. I come into work the next day. Bam he does it again and now im mad. So instead of simply ignoring him back i decided to try to talk to him, and its fine, ya know not the normal jokester im used to but hey at least hes talking to me. Well the weekend passes and I finally see him and he does the exact same thing, the dude ignores me. At this point I say Jesus give me a sign if this is not meant to be. Normally we work in the same department but we we seperated and I took this as the first sign. Next he tries being all nice to me and I kinda am like okay jesus is this the real sign?? But then as we are finally getting back to normal he TELLS ME HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND......... I wasnt as sad as I thought I was going to be bc i think i kinda knew that it wasnt going to work out in the end. But yea it sucks.. Thoughts??
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