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Not sure where to start.. Things seemed to b OK for a few weeks between us. The day she was supposed to come back from vacation, asked her when the flight was. When she landed I asked her if she reached. She said yes and said her bf came to pick her up. Since it was late (11pm) asked her to message me when she reaches home. After 2.5 hrs, didn't get any message so messaged her Ti check up on her. Still no reply.. Started to get worried if she was fine.. Waited till 1:30 am and again dropped her a few messages but no reply.. It was scary..I was jus praying that she reached home and forgot to messg (though I know that would anger me but at least she would be safe).didn't call her thinking what if she was sleeping and I woke her up. It was a long day for her and didn't want to disturb her. Next morning saw her come to work and felt angry at her for not messaging me that she reached even when she knew I wud wait. After a while she messages me instead that I caused a fight between her and her bf. Jus because I messaged her late. Blamed me continuously. Said why I was worried about her, that I am not her responsibility. After hearing such words I felt so bad that I wanted to talk to her bf and take the blame on me. At least her relation would be fine even though I know we will never talk again and will have to let go of her. I told her that I am messaging her bf and that led to a worse situation than before. She told me that I don't have the right to interfere. That she shouldn't have told me her bfs name and few other harsh words. I feel so aweful and pathetic that I don't feel anything. I care too much abt her and maybe that is why she behaves this way. She said she liked me because I care about her but now this concern I have for her is what is coming between us. Have not slept properly for the last 3 nights and is under intense stress. How being not concerned about her is gonna make things better. I see her un well but don't know what to say to her since she asked to not interfere. I am afraid to get more hurt than I already am. I feel suffocated and my head feels its about to burst. My heads not in the right place right now. I jus need some directions in what is right. I need help...!!
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