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Something is wrong with my mind. The memories of my child abuse are blowing out my mental circuits. I can literally feel it. I feel scared. It's like this feeling I am not in control of my thoughts. Different parts of my mind are at war. I can't get different people in my mind to stop fighting. I try to get everyone to just sit down in a living room to work it out but there is one girl who just won't listen. She won't even put her clothes back on. She wants to make everything into a conflict. Another person in my head is too frightened to leave her bedroom. I feel bad for her. She is nice but I can understand why she is scared. Now I have another friend taking off her clothes just doing what my other naked friend is telling her. I can't get my friends to respect me even though it is my mind and my imaginary living room. I am keeping some of my friends apart because they are very impressionable or bad influences who just do not get along together. I wish my smart friends weren't away at school right now. It feels so real but it isn't. I really am going schizophrenic.
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