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Dear narcotics,
I’m done with you. You deceived me, and played me like a fiddle. When I was first introduced to you, I was in desperate need for pain relief, and you took the pain right away. You gave me my life back and just when I was getting steady, you pulled the rug right out from underneath me. You tricked me into thinking you were only here temporarily, and that you wouldn’t make me your slave. Shame on me for believing you. I guess the problem really is with me, because I believed the endless lies you fed me. You made me think that after awhile one wasn’t enough, then two, then three. You began to make me late for work, and unreliable. You made me lose everything and had me chained at the wrist so I couldn’t get rid of you. As I sit here looking at another prescription bottle with your name, instructions, and date, I can’t help but to wish I never met you. Each time I’d try and quit, you made me feel as if I would die without you. You made me more sick than I have ever been before. The aches, pains, puke, and other things you put me through would be enough for anyone else to walk away, so why couldn’t I? Again, you had me chained at the wrist. You filled my head with a bunch of unnecessary, vulgar, lies! You told me that the pain would just come back, that I would be crippled like the doctor has mentioned before. You told me to skip a couple bills so I could pay for you, you told me to miss work when I was without you, you wouldn’t let me enjoy anything without you. Well no more, I can’t take it anymore and you’ve really crossed the line this time. Now I know after 9 years with you in my life every single day, I can’t quit you right away. But when I’m through with letting you go little by little, I will never see you again. You will be gone from my life for good. I will end you the way you so desperately tried to end me. You haven’t just tried to ruin my life, you have ruined an entire country! You truly are the work of the devil, if not the devil himself. Well guess what? I am a child of God, and I will make it without you! Wait and see.
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