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Every night I go to bed crying. It’s been like that for 2 months. The stress from school makes it so difficult, I barley get sleep at night. I have been feeling so lonely, I have no one to talk to about how I feel. I’ve been keeping my feelings bottled up for so long. I’m angry right now, but also sad. One of my closest friends have stopped talking to me. She moved away two months and we promised to keep texting and FaceTiming. Everything was fine but these past couple of weeks she has been leaving me on read and just isn’t responding anymore. I’m rlly sad about it bc my old friend still keeps in touch with her. I feel left out... and worthless. I have lost so many friends, I really wished she just replied to one of my texts. I always give, I buy my friends loads of gifts, bake them cookies and brownies, there to support them whenever they need it and in return I always get nothing. I’m always left behind. I feel useless, I feel like everyone hates me. School doesn’t make it any better with the amount of homework, tests, exams, projects etc. I don’t have any self esteem. I just want to stay in bed, I don’t wanna see or talk to anyone. Everyone just leaves u in the end anyways, at least that’s what I’ve been experiencing for 3 years. I just don’t want to feel so useless and sad. I can’t stop thinking about my “friend” ignoring me though. I just don’t understand why... I want to stop thinking about it but I can’t, I can’t stop having mental breakdowns everyday...
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Listen buddy I think U had feelings for her. But dont't you have feelings for your parents. Seeing you like this what would be going through them. And as far as school goes - if you are scared yourself from such little problem , buddy you won't be able to survive this cruel world. So man up got your feet on the ground and don't look back as you got some work to do. Make your parents proud , I assure you will feel good.
ReplyMaybe they feel guilty around you, because your such a great person. People like you are rare. You sound so great of a person. See I have a thing where even the people who bullied me( wasn't really good bullying) I would still find myself talking to them later. The thing is when you are nice and loving towards someone don't react if they give a hateful response, but try asking them why they responded that way. When you react and get upset, they find you a vulnerable target and feed off of that. They hurt people because they are hurt, so don't react and try to talk about if they are hurt. They will probably be in denial, and they might shame you into backing down from the topic.
ReplyThis might hurt, but realize you will do whatever it takes to help. Focus how they are in pain and you want to help. Stay calm and realize their in pain.
ReplyI'm sorry to hear that you're experiencing an array of issues. I think it is a great and brave thing you have done by expressing yourself on this platform. I know that high school can be tough and the shift in friends is also difficult but, I'd like for you to know that you are not alone. You are not the only one to experience such things and that it will all pass. It is an excellent skill that you have by having the ability to identify your emotions and as sad as it is...it's your friend's loss. I think it would be a great time to focus on yourself, finding hobbies and or starting a new one. Is it possible to join any clubs at your school and or in your community? I don't know where you are but, have you researched 24/7 helplines?
I like to be an optimist and believe that this is a sign for you to begin fresh and although I am not saying that you are not entitled to your feelings. I think it is a great way to look at this situation and start your own venture.
I'm 24 and I can count on one hand how many 'real' friends I have and even with that, it took me an extremely long time to accept that some people just don't mean well. (I know I said that I'm an optimist but, I am also a realist :)
This is a new slate for you and it will benefit you in the long run. If a 'friend' is doing that to you, they're showing you their true colours.
ReplyUgh. I’m so sorry to hear about your pain. High school girls/friendships can be really hard to understand. I hope you are able to get some quality sleep. Everything feels so out of control for me when I’m not sleeping well. Sending you restful sleeps😴
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