What's on my mind

i dont know what to think anymore. my gender has been a mess and i cant talk to anyone about it. i know thats not everything about me, but still. school has been so tough lately. i can barely go a day without copying off of someone because i didnt finish the assignment or just didnt put any effort in. i used to be a straight a student but now my grades are on the verge of being bs. im just so over life. i would kill myself, but im too lazy to even to do that. i have no friends, i lost my therapist, my dog died, and i just am so over life. not to mention that ive gained like 20 pounds over the past three months, so now i just always feel disgusting. because of that my entire family calls me a pig so you know, fun times. this is so whiny and complainy im so to everyone who reads this because honestly you wasted your time. im just a nobody who goes on the interent and whines about their insignifigant problems. oof the five minute timer is almost done, love you guys, bye <3