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The year is ending.
The house is getting empty.
The clothes need to get off and receive some treatment or go back to the closet.
The jewels will go back to the mini treasure box.
And the makeup? On vacation for now, my skin needs to rest a bit too.
Now, where's the happiness I felt? It was just a mask to don't make the guests worried and then ruin the night?
I wasn't happy before the holidays.
So, I'm back to it...
No smiles.
No bubbly mood.
No chatty vibes.
No more hanging out... Wait, I don't have company anyway.
Honestly, I'd rather die suddenly after the fireworks burn the skies...
I shouldn't be wishing for this.
But, I'm too tired.
Of living lies.
Of seeing things happening again.
Of knowing that nothing will be fine one more time.
It's all lies.
I can't be happy.
I can't have somebody.
I can't feel loved at least once in this life, this serves well somebody else than me.
I can't find love.
I can't be with the guy without interference of my family.
I can't have a friend.
I can't have peace at home.
So, please, claim my life. I can't take this anymore.
I don't want to fake smiles again.
I don't want to see my parents arguing.
I don't wanna be in this crossfire.
I don't wanna hear again that niceness is only for when they want something (my mom accuses my dad a lot and she ain't no different).
I'm begging you...
Death before pretending.
I can't be really fine? I can't feel good? I can't be happy for a little while?
Then, I ask for my end to come.
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