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3 days ago my now ex boyfriend put his hands on me. he hit me repeatedly on my head, face and body, i was able to escape and run across the street where i seen people outside. it was 3 am and i couldn't of been more lucky to have found my neighbors outside. the thing is we dated for 3 years and i loved him . i loved him even when he was verbally abusive, i know im a dumbass for putting up with that. but i hate how i always give people the benefit of the doubt, thinking people change when in reality they just become monsters. i was so afraid of him that night, he had hit me so hard i lost consciousness twice that night. I have always advocated for domestic violence victims , I knew the signs i knew everything i knew but didnt want to believe that i, someone who knows all of this was in abusive relationship. though it always wasnt bad, i fell in love with him for a reason, but he was a monster who had a temper. i feel so sad for i have lost someone i loved and betrayed because he did this to me. i want to move on but i cant bring myself to even fully cry because i dont know what to cry about first. its all too much and i feel like if i dont deal with it now its going to all get me at once later... i apologize for the horrible writing, my thoughts are everywhere at the moment and i just need to let at least 1% of it out
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keep writing and tell someone who's close to you... tell your parents, they will help you out, the worst case might be that they'll shout at you , but in the end they will help you out or maybe you can tell your sibling if it's possible or your close friend whom you trust completely.
Replythank you for your kindness
ReplyI'm sorry to hear this, but I suggest you tell someone you trust, your family maybe your best friends. It must have been hard losing someone important and feeling betrayed at the same time. Thank you for sharing this with us and I know I'm hopeless when it comes to advice but take a deep breath and things will turn around for the better. :)
Replythank you so much, my family and friends are aware
ReplyThats good. Dont worry, everything will be fine <3
:hugs: (I'm not sure if you would accept a warm hug though ill still hug <3 XD ... Nah imnot a creep , im a girl instead 😂 )
ReplyI really hope you would somehow get over it. Be strong. He can't hurt you.
ReplyWhere are you from? Hitting a women is only common in middle east and asia
ReplyAsia ,why?
Replycalifornia lol. men everywhere are capable of violence, theres a lot here in america
Replythank you
ReplyHaah...some things are just still considered MEN everywhere. Hope you are doing well now.
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