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It was worth to “play detective”, to seek the truth no matter what, it was hard to trust anything and anyone.
I needed to hear this from you.
If I shouldn't have done this? Doesn't matter.
Something inside of me was literally screaming to find this answer, the only way I'd be at peace again.
At New Year's Eve, I went to the Chapel, a quiet place.
I sent you an SMS, you weren't at the Plaza, called you to check if you could meet.
In a little less than 10 minutes you arrived.
I trusted my guts to the end.
The flame inside me danced wild and burned brighter.
We talked, I'm sorry if I couldn't make eye contact, bear with me, I thought I'd have a breakdown in the past weeks, I'm still getting on my feet.
Then, here comes the Million Dollar Question.
I asked you what did my Dad tell you.
Did he tell you to be gone?
What really happened on that day?
You confessed to me that you already used drugs in your life.
You drank recklessly during your teenage years.
Smoked cigarettes.
And tried out weed.
On July 8th, you had a rebound.
Smoked weed again.
And my dad caught you in the act.
He confronted you about it with too many details that you had nowhere to run.
I wonder what my Dad was doing at the soccer field on that day, going off for a walk 9pm behind a building? Anyway, has no importance.
I heard comments.
People said you didn't just rarely use drugs, you also sold them.
You denied.
You were just a user.
It makes me relieved to know the truth.
You don't have to feel ashamed.
Who am I to judge you?
I want to help you.
If you ever need to talk about anything, I'm all ears.
One more thing, I thought there was no condition, no possibility of being at least your friend.
No.
I'm not going anywhere.
I'm starting this brand-new year with you.
All I want the most is see you get clean, and in order to make it happen, I'll stay by your side, what you need the most is support in this fight.
In other words, I love you, still do. Never stopped loving, never stopped thinking of you a single day.
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