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Your ex dumped you. I was your shoulder, I was all the support you ever needed. We made out. We grew. We were more than just friends. You wanted time. I agreed. Your ex started trying again, and you started having doubts on us. He came to your house to stay for a few days, you let him, your roommates knowing about me let him. You didn’t contact me once he was here. He left and you were back with me again. We had an amazing time, we made out. You were the most innocent soul i had ever seen before. I feel in love with you, and you said you loved me too. I knew it was pure and genuine. Your ex came back again, for a longer time, to live with you. You did the same as last time, didn’t care about me when he was here. Then suddenly a text comes, you’ve got nothing to do with me anymore and you didn’t love anybody and whatever you said was all a lie. I was completely in love by then. I was absolutely shattered. Thought of self harm. I had to travel the next day, i cried through the damn flight. You didn’t bother. You still are the same. You used me. You used me when you were broken, i fixed you and you went back to the same person who dumped you. And at the time when I need a shoulder the most, you aren’t there. I can’t trust a soul anymore. I can’t trust the one who i gave my heart to. I still love you. Alot. I still cry everyday. I still what you back, I don’t even know why.
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You still love her. From what i read "Love endures unbearable. It forgives the unforgivable. It stays even when it should leave". She's blessed to be love by you.
William Shakespeare said "If you love more and hurt more, love even more. If you love even more and get hurt even more, love some more until it hurts no more".
God loves you :) SALUTE!
ReplyThis sounds like such a painful thing to go through. I’m sorry you met someone who couldn’t give you all of her like you have her your all. But you’re stronger than you think you are. Like you said, you were there for her when she needed you which means you were strong for her. If you could be strong for her then you could certainly be strong for yourself. It’s okay to keep crying and it’s okay to keep hurting. But one of these days, you’re gonna have to get up with your head held up high because you have to do that for yourself. It sounds like she didn’t treat you right and you deserve someone much better, as cliché as that sounds but it’s true. She doesn’t deserve your tears but i understand why it hurts. But just hang in there because one day you’ll find someone who will love you as much as you loved her, maybe even more. Stay strong.
ReplyAlas, I believe you love the 'idea' of her but by her actions you must realize you didn't really know her. So keep in your heart and mind the person you wanted her to be.. and find that person. They will at least be worthy of your gift.
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