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Dear father or should I say Sperm Donor,
When I found out who you were, it hurt me more to know that you were around and knew who I was to you. You walked around as if no part of me belonged to you. I always imagined who you were and thought maybe you're out there getting your life together for me. You wanted to be able to provide for me so you went away. Never did I think you were so close. You were my uncle's best friend and came around everyday when I was younger. You took me to the store everytime you came over to buy me candy or took me out to eat. That was it, that was all you contributed. Did it not bother you that I have your nose? Did it not bother you that I referred to you as uncle instead of dad? Does it not bother you that we have the same identical mole on our nose and we sleep the same? I will never understand how you're going through life not acknowledging me but having a son you take responsibility for. You had 20 years to step up and say something. I see you around and you still expect me to treat you with respect yet you can't even respect me enough to be honest with who you really are. You're the one man in this world who is supposed to protect my heart yet you broke it at 13 years old when my mom finally told me who you were. The only way I will ever forgive you is if you own up to your lies. For you to admit that you were wrong for pretending who you were. For you to apologize and tell me the truth from your own mouth. For you to give me back the past 7 years of my life wondering why you never wanted anything to do with me. I want to understand how you can deprive me of a brother and a father willingly. I will never forgive you for leaving but I do forgive you for not being there. I was raised by two strong women who installed morals in me that shaped me into the woman I am. You will always be a deadbeat in my eyes and non deserving of happiness.
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