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I'm afraid I'm talking way to much to my crush, and I feel like I always say the wrong things. I've talked to him four out of five days this week, at school and he hasn't really strated any of the conversations.
One thing that really bothers me is that I can't figure out whether it looks like I like him or really don't. For one thing, a teacher had talked to him about something we were going to do together. He asked me about it, and I made it seem like I didn't know what the teacher meant and that I didn't want to do it together with him. So he also started to act like he didn't know what it was about.
Also, I asked to much about something. He didn't get on his usual bus, so I kept asking him what he was going to do instead, like "are you getting on another bus?", "are your parents going to pick you up?" and I think I seemed very strange. I think that he had tried to be nice and walk me to my bus, and I really wanted to know if that was the case. But I went too far, I'm sure.
Another thing that really messes with my head is that he didn't look that happy wehn he talked to me, so I made my face look the same. And then we were just looking at each other like none of us wanted to be there.
Earlier this week, he really seemed to think I was a good person. We talked about an intrest we shared for a long time and he really seemed to enjoy it. For example, we talked about fan clothing and he mentioned he had a beanie with this thing's logo on it. The next day, he wore that beanie for school. Did he do it because he wanted to show me that he though I was nice, liked me?
Still, I can't help but be really awkward around him. I stare at him and kind of stop in front of him but then I can't bring myself to talk to him. I want to greet him in the hallways, but I'm afraid he'll think I'm weird so I only look at him, until he says hello. I want to die beacuse I'm acting like this with him, especially since I talk to him a lot too.
What should I do? Please help me, I have no idea what's happening to me.
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