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Dear Chris,
I never should have sent that letter. It's too much pressure. Sometimes I forget that you're just a dumb 15 year old, same as me. Maybe it's because you're tall? I'm glad you didn't completely abandon me after my attempt. I might write you this letter for real later. I feel like I probably should. Clear the air, maybe. I'm sorry I'm so clingy sometimes. I wish you could rely on me more. It honestly helps when I can help other people with their problems. It sounds unhealthy, doesn't it?
I'm still pretty out of it though. It could be the medications, you're right. I started prozac a week ago and respirdal on Monday. I want to be honest with you, but I'm scared you'll get overwhelmed. The prozac was for my anxiety and depression, of course. But the respirdal? Schizophrenia. Same as your brother.
What I really want to know is how you can help me. Amazingly enough, I still think you want to. When I become withdrawn like I do, and the lights are on but no one is home, I want you to knock on the front door. When I get like that, when I shut down, it means that everything is suddenly too much. The voices, as dumb as it sounds, they get to me. I can't handle it. I don't want to ask anymore of you, but I kind of need help.
Here for you,
Lee
Anyone reading this: Should I contact this person later? I don't know.
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