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So I’m 21 and living with my boyfriend and our roommate who is also our friend. I don’t work so I stay home and our roommate works once to 3 times a week but mostly only one day. Not a problem. My boyfriend works a lot and I miss him as any girlfriend would but you would think that everything is fine and dandy but the only time I have alone with him is when we are getting ready and going to bed. It’s hard in me because I’m 7 or 8 months pregnant and I don’t want it and he doesn’t understand how it makes me feel and it makes me all sad and depressed because it’s very stressful for me. I’m trying to hide what is inside of me from everyone and it’s hard as stresses me out a lot and I’ve had issues with relationships before but I really really Am in love with my bf I think. It’s been hard to talk about my feelings and my situation to him because he works gets home and I want to talk to him but our roommate is in our room (we usually hang out in here all 3 of us playing video games or watching anything) no nothing kinky about that I swear. I feel like I’m losokr my attachment to him and everything I used o like and do because of the lack of time I have with him and he doesn’t really know what to do about the situation either. I cry every Day because i desperately need time with him before I lose my sanity and my feelings for him. Sometimes when I try to talk to him he doesn’t understand what I’m feeling or trying to tell him and he gets upset and frustrated (he has high functioning autism) because I’m trying to tell him how I feel but I’m so depressed and stressed and hurt that I cry whenever I try to talk to him and he doesn’t understand why and when he does get upset and frustrated it makes me not want to tell him anything because he just doesn’t understand and I know it’s not him that doesn’t care he just can’t comprehend how things get explained and it’s really hard on me. The other day out roommate went to bed early and I had some more time with him and so I talked to him about the baby and how it’s getting closer to popping out and how I miss him and other such emotional things and how I need more time with him but I didn’t dare tell him why because if I did tell him that I need more time with him or things are going to drop way off the deep end more tHan they have already he would freak out and say well why didn’t you say anything or why do you feel like that or this or that. and would make me even more upset so I wouldn’t be able to tell him or explain to him why. And it hurts because I just wish he understood that our relationship is more important than other things at the moment because I’m slowly losing my love for him and it hurts so much and he doesn’t understand. I know I should tell him how I feel and everything but there really is absolutely no time because our roommate is always with us cus she’s our friend but I know I have to do something before it’s too late to fix anything if It isn’t already. I don’t know How things are going to turn out and it scares me
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