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I'm still trying to figure out the whole concept and purpose to why people wanted to ruin my life and come after me? Why they were trying to psychologically and verbally harm me? Slander, dehumanize, defame me and do it all behind my back?
I don't have much in life to begin with and I don't have a high status in society. These toxic people for some reason, just decided it was a good idea to pick at me and abuse the hell out of me without my acknowledgement. People who know about it just stand there watch, say and do nothing to help me. These people were taking advantage of me for I don't know what and I've been paranoid ever since. I cannot function anymore properly without thinking there's a hidden motive behind it. It's been going on for awhile now. I was paranoid that I was being watched, followed and even had cameras in my home to spy on me. Thought process were coming into the house, putting stuff in my food and water.it has gotten so bad that i don't trust my friends, family and especially strangers around me anymore. I feel beyond betrayed, enraged and resentful because of all which was done to me.
People/someone is fucking messing with me. I don't know what to do about it anymore and who to turn to.
I haven't the slightest clue of what could be going on and there's absolutely nothing that will reveal the truth to me. Nobody is going to tell me the truth of what's really going on and keep me hidden in the dark.
I want out. I really can't do this anymore and I don't know how much longer I can take this. I wanted to kill myself because of these people harassing me and doing things to me behind my back. It destroying my life and driving me fucking.
I'm scared to get professional help to see if this isn't all in my head. All of which I mentioned and experienced were in person. I have this belief it would be used against me and just put me through more hell. I have had lies told about me, accused of things I didn't fucking do and people making assumptions about me.
I'm fucking sick and tired of the bullshit drama!
People are making me fucking ill on purpose!
These people won't leave me the fuck alone, I have no privacy anymore and I don't feel comfortable or safe.
I have always planned on leaving the city/town, move to another province/state and maybe another country entirely. The problem is If people have been messing around and screwing up my personal stuff, hacked into my personal file, bank details and who knows what else. Fuck up my reputation,name and whatever else. I won't be able to leave, my life is over and destroyed.
I feel that people have completely robbed me of my life and they're getting away with it. I will not be able to leave and have the opportunity to break free from these toxic surroundings and people. I don't know what I did to deserve this to have people come at me and ruin my life even more like that. It's not justified.
Life is hard enough as it is and I have put up with this gravely damaging bullshit. It's fucking killing me.
I don't want to live like this anymore and I might be better off dead if there's no way out. No matter who I explain this to, they don't believe me, they're unable to see what's being done and clearly can't help.
Why did they go after me ? Why didn't they go for someone who's has something to lose, than someone who doesn't have much in the first place and ruin their lives???
Why didn't they go after the greedy, wealthy,malicious and true monsters out here!!?
Why the fuck me!!??
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