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They arent just thoughts anymore
4 years ago · · Depression suicide ,
They arent just thoughts anymore. They are plans, things I'm going to do to myself. I've fallen back into my empty hole and my depression has swallowed me. I dont want to live anymore. I mean I do, but when I think about my future, its blank. There is no future for me. I think about cutting myself, sometimes I think about cutting myself so deep, no one will be able to fix it and I wont have to be me anymore. Sometimes I think about living, running through a meadow with the love of my life. But then theres another girl, hes holding her hand because I'm not enough. Why arent I enough? Hes enough for me but I will never fully satisfy him. Then I think that I will never fully be enough for anyone.